You are not available to me. And I cannot be with another.
That time has come. I have no interest in sexual intimacy with anyone else. I don’t. I can’t. I surrender. I am yours. Even as we may face this lifetime apart and never have the opportunity to truly be with one another, I cannot fathom being intimate with anyone else. I simply won’t.
I am not pining or waiting or expecting anything. I just know that what I share with you cannot be matched. Fortunately I am of an age that making such a declaration is not giving up a lifetime of romance and good sex. I have had my fair share. Moving forward, I have no interest in going for “less than” where lovemaking is concerned.
So, I make one more move toward total devotion. Some might say I am prostrating myself to the Church of Twin Flame. It feels weird but freeing all at the same time. Of course I can’t talk about this in my normal circle of friends. This is an experience I have had to endure with just a handful of people who get it- who are also Twin Flames. Most of my Twin Flame support comes online in groups and forums but I actually have a few face-to-face friends who are going through various stages of their own Twin Flame relationships. I am ever grateful because when they read this they will understand.
What brought me to this decision? Many factors really. Most importantly, I am fine on my own. For the first time in my adult life, I don’t “need” a man to feel complete. That freedom has allowed me to step into my own personal power and go with what feels right for me. This isn’t an act of submission. Rather, it is a celebration of my sexual freedom. I claim who I am and make choices that suit me. I must admit, this article by Gangsta Goddess was influential- 7 reasons to stop dating and become exclusive with your Twin Flame (even when you are not together).
It’s a process. And process is not written in stone. But for now, today, I CHOOSE. And I CELEBRATE my sexuality. It’s all good. This is all about what feels right at soul level.
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